I hid my face
All in black
Only my eyes were to be seen
Coz I wasn’t to be recognized
I swept through thin roads
And paced my walk through
Ensuring every other second
That I remained in black
The red lights looked no more dim
They shone clearer and brighter
It was time I unveiled
As I had reached the shrine
I stripped outta black
Got into the red
Walked into this room
Full of lustful fragrance
Shared a few hesitant smiles
Across dark scarlet lips
That went perfect with those long bold lashes
And transparent disguises
My saggy breasts were pulled up
For their curvy outlook
My body oiled
For the shiny night
A waistline much below my waist
Right above my vagina
Not shaved but waxed
Not for me but for him
I am now one of the scarlet
With perfect hair and perfect curves
Standing by the pillar
Waiting for him to choose
He walks up to me
And my face gleams with a grin
With a bottle of purple
I walk him to the dream
I get no consideration
I get no excuse
I am stripped and ripped
I can’t choose to refuse
It’s all numb down there
But I care no more
My eyes stare at the ceiling
Whilst he voraciously moans for more
He pushes it hard
Chokes me tight
Squeezes with no mercy
And it’s so hard to fight
I too had a life
When the ‘Adrenaline’
Rushed through my veins
With very single touch
Yet again,
“Could I have it once more?”
Is not what I could wish on
But it’s the one that I survive on
I get no break
From the circle of being chosen
I fake my way all through it
That my sense of reality is just frozen
Finally, I am back in black
In the morning’s darkness
To leave behind the scarlet and the red lights
Before my adorable little son awakens